Embracing Change - A Rude Awakening

I was rudely awakened from the sweet slumber of my Sabbath nap by the roar of the lawn tractor outside my window. I sprang from my bed and ran outside and stood there with my bare feet in the cool, damp grass. The panicked look on my face made my husband stop and kill the engine on the mower.

“You don’t want me to mow the leaves?” “No! I want to enjoy them for awhile.” “Well, they’ve been down for a couple of days.” “Yes, I know. Two days. They were all on the tree two days ago and they just fell. And I like how they look against the green grass. Soon all this color will be gone. I want to enjoy it!”

My poor husband. He had only one day to get his outdoor chores done, and he has to deal with his crazy wife attempting to 'Save the Leaves'. My heart wasn’t yet ready to embrace the change of seasons.

I moved reluctantly into autumn this year. For a northern girl who loves cooler outdoor temperatures, this was a surprise, even to me. Usually I welcome Fall in all its glory and enjoy the break from hot summer weather.

But this year felt different. It felt cold. Period. And for some reason, the trees didn’t seem to display the intensity of color that usually comes with fall in Wisconsin. It was still pretty, just somewhat muted. Except for my red maple, the one that had just shed its scarlet leaves in a matter of two days, carpeting the ground with its lost crowning glory.

Then one day I stepped out into the brisk chill of an autumn morning, and I was brought to my senses. No longer was the encroaching change of seasons a rude awakening. I felt the vitality of fresh, cold air on my face, awakening my senses, making me feel alive. I remembered how much I love this refreshing feeling; but there is one caveat: there can be no wind. No bitter wind blowing the cold into the seams of my jacket or up my sleeves. 

And now, we’ve had our first snowfall. And like a young child, I felt the excitement in the change of seasons. Well, truthfully, I was resting. Or trying to. But the big, fat fluffy flakes called me from my blankets to bundle up in a warm coat, hat and mittens, and go out to experience the new season. I walked around the yard as the silent snow fell and remembered last year’s bounty of snow, and I thought about the long, cold winter that lies ahead.

Embracing change. Now that’s not always easy to do. But change is always good. Somehow we adapt, and often when we look back, we realize the change wasn’t so hard after all. Perhaps it is the thought of change that sends us into a tailspin, when the act of change will actually bring us a momentum we could never have imagined on our own. 

Although it may be a rude awakening, embracing change can open our lives to possibilities we could never dream of. Love the season you are in, for most certainly it will soon change. And when it does, embrace the change. Keep your heart open for a new beginning. We never know what joy could be waiting right around the corner.

Blessings, my friends.

Late Summer Beauty

I watched as raindrops fell in earnest, and then I noticed the maple leaves. They were moving in a dance of sorts, but there was no wind. They shimmered and fluttered, and I discovered that the source of their movement was the raindrops. Each droplet hitting the flat leaf surface caused it to move independently of the leaf next to it. There was no wind to move the leaves. Just rain. And lots of it.

There is beauty everywhere, if we will just pause long enough to see it.

On a sunny day, a fluttering shadow seen from the corner of my vision turned out to be a lovely yellow swallowtail butterfly. August seems to be their season, and they love my hanging baskets. I’ve seen then in springtime, too, as they dance upon the late blooming lilacs. Then they seem to disappear until summer is nearly over. I wonder where they go.

An early migrating flock of robins paused for a few days in our yard just recently. They are the harbingers of springtime, and come by the dozens as the ground warms, offering worms for their feast; as they in turn offer their delightful songs as a feast for my winter weary ears.

But this flock was migrating back through in mid-August, and they decided my bird bath was the place to be. They encircled the bird bath, on branches and twigs, on peonies and the soft, green grass. Each one in turn, splashing and playing as they bathed in the cool water. One time, two got in the bath at the same time! I’ve never seen that before. Usually they are fairly territorial, at least at bath time.

On another day, a bright red cardinal decided to check out the bird bath. He stood at one edge, and gracefully leaped to the other side, managing to drag his little feet in the water as he crossed over it. Was he testing the water? It seemed so, as he decided it was ‘just right’, and hopped in for a bath. Splashing and fluffing, once he was done, he glided straight up to a branch above the birdbath to primp his feathers and dry them off.

There has been a fat hummingbird moth poking its head into my little petunias. His wings move so quickly, and his fat little body seems awkward for those tiny wings. But oh how he delights in those purple petunias, diving into each one in turn, burying his pointed head to sip a little nectar while I water the plants in the garden around him. And because I am watering when I see him, I never have my camera with me, so I haven't been able to capture a picture of him yet.

Our little family of hummingbirds returned this year, though I'm pretty sure the patriarch of years past no longer survived the journey. He was looking a little haggard last year, and the little hummers here this summer look very youthful. I hope these young summer visitors know the routine. In years past, my hummingbird friends always came to the window to say goodbye; and I think, maybe, to say "thank you" for the sweet sugar water I've given them all summer. They hover outside my office window, which is on the other side of the house from their feeder, as if they are letting me know they are off to new adventures. It is always bittersweet for me to see them go, as it signals the end of summer. Cooler winds will soon bring great changes to the landscape.

For now, the summer sun beats down, and the grass needs cutting again. My flowers are still dazzling in their summer show, and every day there are tomatoes to pick from the vegetable garden.

Quiet Sunday afternoon naps in the hammock bring a peace that can’t be found in the dead of winter. There is so much beauty to behold. Pause, and breathe in all that summer has for us to enjoy. These are the gifts of our Creator, given for us to enjoy in this world. As summer slips away, I savor the flavor and taste of summer, and I relish the warmth and the beauty of stepping out into a warm summer day.

The morning dew is heavy on the grass now as the nights become cooler again. The seasons seem to change much more quickly now than when I was young. I embrace the change, but also want to hold onto this slice of life that is summer, for at least a little bit longer.